I wonder what’s on your mind and heart, what anxieties and fear and questions are swirling around you, maybe you are giving them time, maybe not.

Rabbi Zachi Asher, Curtains of Fear, The Epichorus, 2025

What am I afraid of in this moment? Not a major fear, not a phobia — let me look for something quieter, dearer, a little fear that has crept into my heart with barely a sound.

Ah, yes, there it is. In this moment I am afraid that I don’t know how to listen to anyone but myself. I try, I look, I am forever meeting people, I strain to listen, yet when they speak all I hear is my own story reflected back to me. I followed a man to Canada to learn to listen, but what if I failed? What if I will always fail?