It is very difficult for an outsider to grasp how very little value was placed on human life in camp.
The camp inmate was hardened, but possibly became more conscious of this complete disregard of human existence when a convoy of sick men was arranged.
The emaciated bodies of the sick were thrown on two-wheeled carts which were drawn by prisoners for many miles, often through snowstorms, to the next camp.
If one of the sick men had died before the cart left, he was thrown on anyway—the list had to be correct!
The list was the only thing that mattered.
A man counted only because he had a prison number.
One literally became a number: dead or alive—that was unimportant; the life of a “number” was completely irrelevant.
What stood behind that number and that life mattered even less: the fate, the history, the name of the man.
In the transport of sick patients that I, in my capacity as a doctor, had to accompany from one camp in Bavaria to another, there was a young prisoner whose brother was not on the list and therefore would have to be left behind.
The young man begged so long that the camp warden decided to work an exchange, and the brother took the place of a man who, at the moment, preferred to stay behind.
But the list had to be correct!
That was easy.
The brother just exchanged numbers with the other prisoner.
— Viktor E. Frankl, Man’s Search for Meaning, 1946, Beacon Press (2006 edition), p. 72