ā€œHereā€™s the thing,ā€ he said, ā€œno matter how this turns out, even if the box is full of lifesaving medicine for orphans, Iā€™m always going to be the incel terrorist. I can live to be a hundred years old, and thatā€™s all Iā€™ll be. The internet doesnā€™t forget.ā€
ā€œFuck the internet, then.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s easy for you to say.ā€
ā€œIs it?ā€
ā€œAll of my friends are online. Itā€™s where I work, itā€™s where I live. If everyone abandons meā€¦ā€ He shrugged, unable to even make himself visualize it.
ā€œIā€™m not going to say that those friendships arenā€™t real,ā€ said Ether. ā€œIā€™m not an asshole. But any friend who abandons you over a baseless internet rumor wasnā€™t your real friend. Whether you knew them in person or on a screen.ā€
ā€œYou say so much that sounds like it came off some housewifeā€™s inspirational Facebook meme.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s another game the cynics play. ā€˜Because this objectively true thing has been said too many times by unoriginal thinkers, we have to reject it and make ourselves miserable just to spite them.ā€™ā€

ā€” Abbott and Ether in Jason Pargin, Iā€™m Starting to Worry About This Black Box of Doom, St. Martinā€™s Press, Ch. Day 3, p. 226, 2024