āHereās the thing,ā he said, āno matter how this turns out, even if the box is full of lifesaving medicine for orphans, Iām always going to be the incel terrorist.
I can live to be a hundred years old, and thatās all Iāll be.
The internet doesnāt forget.ā
āFuck the internet, then.ā
āThatās easy for you to say.ā
āIs it?ā
āAll of my friends are online.
Itās where I work, itās where I live.
If everyone abandons meā¦ā He shrugged, unable to even make himself visualize it.
āIām not going to say that those friendships arenāt real,ā said Ether.
āIām not an asshole.
But any friend who abandons you over a baseless internet rumor wasnāt your real friend.
Whether you knew them in person or on a screen.ā
āYou say so much that sounds like it came off some housewifeās inspirational Facebook meme.ā
āThatās another game the cynics play.
āBecause this objectively true thing has been said too many times by unoriginal thinkers, we have to reject it and make ourselves miserable just to spite them.āā
ā Abbott and Ether in Jason Pargin, Iām Starting to Worry About This Black Box of Doom, St. Martinās Press, Ch. Day 3, p. 226, 2024