Really I’m obsessing over structure. I’ve long been preoccupied with structure, often looking for it, or trying to establish it, prematurely. As an example, in my conception of my site there has emerged a tension between my ‘journal’ and my ‘nonsense’. What belongs in each? How should they (inter)relate? The journal lowered the friction to writing, to thinking, having my ‘nonsense’ as an outlet has lowered that friction further still, but I reintroduce friction by constantly trying to contort all the elements of me and of this site into some sort of cohesive order.